I've done this before... And it's always worked out. It's just this time the stakes seem higher. What I realize is that it doesn't matter. The circumstances are what they are.
What matters, what is actually influencing the moment after this moment, the moment after that, is how I feel about it.
Feeling good opens up the flood gates for the amazing to show up. Feeling good, living with intent, joy, celebration, are the keys to allowing everything we desire to emerge.
Think of it like this. Right now you have a set of circumstances that may or may not be aligned with your intention or desire. Ok. The question is; can you BE with it? If you can, then more 'being with it' will manifest. If you cannot be with it, then the same thing happens. You get more of that.
How wonderful to get to create our experience moment by moment. I am thankful that what I've really done is declared to the universe what I want, by saying no to what I don't want. They are the same thing.
I can't wait until tomorrow. What a joy it will be! I am so excited to see what reveals itself.